*Sigh* the september hols are over already...time just flies too fast when you're having a bit of fun...

I really need to start mugging for EOYs liao. I dunno why, but I feel nervous about starting this school term. Its the last lap of the year, so I know I must be strong and depend upon the Lord to guide me and bless me with his infinite wisdom and strength. It's just that I have a wierd, tight feeling in my stomach, even as I type this. I shall pray for it to go away. Probably pre-exams stress, but our EOYs are about a month away...maybe I'm just being too Kiasu? Lord, I just commit everything into your hands and leave you to do the rest, for you are my guidance and salvation. A slight consolation is that the next 3 weeks we're having DMP, so its slacking time!!!! haha just kidding. I need to study for EOYs, even if the modules are a waste of time and I don't give a sh!t about them.

On a more cheerful note, our birthday is on this Thursday!!! YAYYYYYY!!!!!!=) haha our parents got both of us a crumpler bag each(woot!our firstXD) and we've collected quite a fair bit of money already. I would like to have a celebration(you know, with friends and all that) but it's just too late to organise already and besides, I think nobody is really in the mood for some proper celebrating now. I don't mind and I quite understand as well. We all need to focus on our EOYs. But next year I'm really hoping for an all out celebration with our friends...the last one we had was in Sec 1, and that was with our swimming buds. It was awesome=), so I pray next year's one will be even better!

And I've also recently become addicted to this anime/manga called Dragon Drive. I suppose that's because Chibisuke is sooooo CUTE!!!!!! He's like, the cutest baby dragon in the world!!!!!!!OMG KAWAIII!!!!!!!!!!!! All you people who have watched/read Dragon Drive, I'm sure you'll agree with me=) HE's SOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEE!!!!!!!!SQUEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Think I'm overreacting/exaggerating? Maybe haha but take a look at the manga or anime and I guarantee you'll fall for him=) HE'S SOOOO CUTE SQUEEEEEE!!!!! HE RAWKS!!!!!!! And his "true" form is super kick-@ss as wellXD its some guardian god dragon=). But give me his normal/baby form any day=) He's soooooo cute OMG!!!!!!! Crap I'm drooling and gushing over him like a rabid fangirl=D And I just HAD to go and get myself addicted to a anime/manga before EOYs....sigh. Never mind, I shall depend on the Lord for self-control when I am studying. BUT HE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*drool drool gush gush* Did I mention that he's the cutest dragon I've ever seen? HE'S SOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I also re-read Brisingr over the hols as well. I absolutely LOVE the Inheritance Cycle, and I can't wait for Christopher Paolini to finish the fourth book. I know it's gonna be amazing=) I just hope he doesn't release it next year before our Higher Chinese O-levels, because then my bro and I would be fighting over who gets to read the book instead of studyingXD. And then we'd be ggfied.

Actually, I had a sort of revelation/realisation during the hols that made me emo for a bit. As I was reading Brisingr and watching Dragon Drive over the hols, I suddenly became wistful and slightly longing for the relationship that the people in the book/anime have with their dragons. This may sound weird to some of you, but one man's meat is another man's poison, so please no flames. I realised that our world/reality is actually d@mn boring compared to these other realities. I mean, no magic, no dragons, no sword fighting, no adventuring. Instead we get stuck in this hectic, stressful, rushed world which is dominated by the internet and which we created. As I realised that, I knew that I'd probably never get to experience the...experiences of the characters in these wonderful fantasy worlds, and that my...?dream/fetish(haha)? would probably never happen/come true. And then I became emo for abit. Thank god my brother was there for me to pour my feelings out to. I seriously thank god that he made us twins, because I am really grateful to have someone who understands and accepts me completely for who I am, with all my quirks and stuff. He can listen and sympathise with me, and I treasure that. I don't know what I'd do without him=).

Okay, this has been a super long, super emotional post. I'll try to keep you guys updated on my blog about DMP/random stuff during the next few weeks, but I may not be able to post entirely because my mom wants us to study downstairs from today onwards, so I don't know when I'll get the chance to use my com. Now I'm off to go watch a episode of Dragon Drive and drool over Chibisuke=). Sigh......my unrealised fantasies.....to quote Boys Like Girls, "As real as it seems, you're only in my dreams."